*** I would like to take a 3D Max course as the first step towards building my interior design education/experience.
*** I would like to write something more major than a blog post once every three months. Let's be realistic - it probably won't be a novel but... several short stories would be nice. Let's shoot for ten.
*** I would like to see my parents settling their real estate issue with my cousin and aunt. I'll do what I can to help them. I would also like to see myself settling my own real estate issue with my cousin. I put this under the same bullet because the two issues are hopelessly intertwined and they both make me feel the same way - dreadful and wanting it all to be over once and for all.
*** I would like to build a website and put my photography work out there and I don't know why it's been so fucking difficult for me to do this. I don't mean technically difficult. I mean I don't know what I want to accomplish with this website and thus I don't know what I want it to look like. So I guess my resolution is to figure out why I want my work out there and what I want to accomplish with it being out there. Also I would really like to see myself work on a particular photography project instead of inconsistently and aimlessly shoot mediocre amateur whateverness.
*** I would like to get a mannequin and take pictures of my jewelry and put it on etsy even if I don't sell anything. I'd like to make more jewelry.
*** Now this one I don't know if I really want it but I feel like I have to do it - taking the Google AdWords Certification. I have time during this vacation to read and take the exam and I even have enough money in the bank to pay for it and still have some left to keep paying my loan.
*** And last but not least, I should probably have a resolution related to my current job - the job that takes up my whole fucking entire time but the job where people are nice and so far there is not a single person I dread going to work because of. Okay, my job related resolution is to start feeling more at ease around my bosses. Also I'd like to be myself in general but neither my crazy self, nor my reserved self; I'd like to be the cool and aspiring-to-normalcy self, the one that can be both professional and naturally friendly to people, the poised, confident self I haven't seen myself be since I don't remember when. Remember - people want you to succeed. They don't want you to fail. It'll be okay if they see a sudden but positive change in you. But most of all - you should try and remember every day that what people think doesn't and shouldn't mean a flying fuck to you.
****** And my last resolution for THIS year - to have fun on New Year's Eve. Do my best. Seriously. Please try. Thank you. (01.01.2011 Update - I had fun last night! :) )
Oh and one last but very important thing - a self-explanatory non-resolution but a lifestyle, a commitment I need to practice EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE - be kind to your parents and grandmother. A lot of people say that family is the most important thing. There are so many things about myself I want to accomplish but a part of me tells me that these people may be right.
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